Slice of Mind

I'm not sure where to start. So I guess I'll just type out my thoughts as they occur in my mind. If this is hard to follow I apologize. I've always been an indecisive person, and it has never really bothered me, well until now. I mean before it was no big deal if i couldn't decide which flavor ice cream i wanted or what shirt to wear. But its gotten to a point where its becoming unbearable. I feel as if I keep deciding and then changing my mind over and over again.The worst part is that the decisions that cause me anxiety, are the very ones that only I can solve. I wish I could confide my problems and insecurities to others... but the truth of the matter is they wouldn't understand. And even if they do, what good will it do? I can't even decide if I should follow their advice. Besides most people only ask out of mere curiosity; not because they care. I realize I sound completely jaded, but this is my reality. Waiting and waiting for a reality that is not destined to be mine. I don't want this rant to get too long so I'll just stop here, even if my mind still has some unsaid words. I also do not want to share the gory details of the truth. So for now this will suffice until my next post.